Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Random Thoughts

I am so glad to have the internet working finally. I waited too late to start the cable and should have made the call sooner, but I lived. Life has been hectic but I expected it to be like that and it still is. Work work work work work. da da da da da I've got my main things moved in, but still have yet to move some things and have to wait it out to buy more furniture and other random items a piece at a time...... Bam Bam has arrived. I may not need to get him a dog walker at all. The bathroom seems to work for him..... While there is always some negatory things going on; I have good news for myself: My temporary full time job is now a permanent full time job! Great news for me. I can get benefits now. I have desperately needed the insurance but have to wait 90 days for it to kick in... Safety safety... Monday night at the night job was a shitty night though. I'm hanging on the skin of my teeth with a couple of bucks to get me through the day time tomorrow and hopefully the rest of the night through Thursday. While I could have some hateful stalkers who are reading this and would love the opportunity to rub salt in my broke busted and disgusted wound, I am being a temporary beggar to the other people who like me better and live closer. Will someone spot me and help a working woman out tomorrow night when I work? I have bad nights every once in awhile. I usually have some saved back up money but I've done blown it all on the move and my regular bills. I just wasn't tight enough with my money. ~sigh~ shit happens~ While I'm still not crazy about my daughter spending time with my parents; I'm probably going to let her go for the weekend. I've done nothing but work and will still be working on Saturday but I seriously need some more personal "me," time. A lot of it will be getting this apartment put together, but I think I'm going to plan on going out and going out cheaply. I may go to a bar or two in my area. There is one in particular I have heard of and then I may hit the casino or find out some crazy club I can explore. I'm just not going to explore some new sex club I just recently heard of. I hear it is like a public sex party that is wilder than a strip club. I think I'd strictly just explore it. Maybe I'll have a really depressing and trashed nights one of these days where I would go to that club as a "fuck it all," distraction. I don't know. I don't know what I'll get into this weekend, but I can't wait for my next paycheck and getting this place more together and going out on the town. I need a break.