Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Here I Go Again: Bollywood Dogfood

I am not saying this person's name. While I consider a lot of bollywoods the same, some are unique in their own right. This situation is a little different though. I think he could be chained in the arbitrage somehow to Erin's cousin Ryan, but I'm guessing only a military or FBI agent would know how to thumb around with Bollywood identities. So, how much of a clue it is, is limited to some anonymous people........ While it is not in reference to Erin's cousin, I have had this situation before, and it is still as terrifying as the last, but I'm going to talk about him and help him to his dog food anyway.... First off, he keeps me second guessing if he is really real or not. He is just as quiet as I am. I can only second guess if he is real or someone else is messing around in my head. There is a lot about him to guess at, so I get a little frustrated, because I can't stand to stay in the same stand still anymore. There are two things that I know, but one of the two still leaves me questioning his sincere lust because I can't believe he is real yet. If he is, I could assume he is much of a player. I could strongly guess that he has some fear of me too, but a different fear of me. If he wants me in his player drama, he has his own unfair way of just grabbing and throwing me for himself. With both the arbitrage and other random reasons, I'm doubtful that things could work for us, but a lot is still in the air. I'm upset over one thing I'm sure I know and I don't understand the why or what. I am waiting for him to know why he needs to be the one to make the move and make me get or believe something and if he is coming from somewhere. ..................