Happy Birthday To Me

Technically it is tomorrow but my main celebration is today. I am saving the dessert for tomorrow because I don't want to have dessert two days in a row. I am trying to watch my girlish figure. But, I am looking forward to going to Starbucks or Barnes and Noble tomorrow for both a good latte and probably a piece of cake from the Cheesecake factory unless I change my mind on one of their cookies. Today the ginger apple cider beer will have to suffice. I am also doing another one of my work hauls tomorrow by doing both jobs, but I don't mind. Technicalities are technicalities. In stripper years, I will be 27. I worked on my birthday last year too. It was shitty. I have given myself more than enough satisfaction in keeping Jon shunned, so he won't be able to be as much of a ruin on my birthday this year as last year. While I think I have HAD purged out any more cries that I could cry, my hate isn't as entirely purged out of me. And, I am not hoping to be visited by any intentional oil rig workers wanting to get my oil. ~I came to party like the night will never end ~ lets party again ~lets party again... ~I'm a party girl ~ in a party world...~ titties real, it's fantastic~ (not seriously that it will never end. I like the way it can be cryptic) lol ahhahaah ha (not too serious about the crypticness either)... ..........I think my job is going well so far. I've gotten the hang of it and don't dread it too much. I don't dread being a stripper too much either. I'm not crazy about the toll it will take on my car but my car is already having a toll with the night job that I've had. I hope to be able to move soon. Right now, I am in a temporary period of being a severe broke and have to push myself for extra work time, but once I get my first paycheck and after the next few keep rolling, I will cut my hours more. I was hoping to only work 3 nights this week with stripping, but I will have to work 4. Unless I get extra extra lucky. Who knows, maybe I will make bank on New Years Eve but nothing is ever definitely predictable..... My child has been so onry today, but I've finally got her in the bath and the buzz of the beer is starting to kick in a little. She can be so manipulative and controlling when having to be the center of attention, but it feels good to know I'm demanded for and loved sometimes. Today wasn't the best time for her to be like that, but it isn't that her brattyness is a total upset... Until then, signing off.........